Opie's wedding

opie and his wife

hahaha...he looked very childish compare to his matured wife. anyway,, slamat pengantin baru. honestly..his wife looks like someone..hurm..

my sister Ainul and my cousin syikin a.k.a cikin

amin oh amin..people busy with the ceremony..you busy with your handphone! ish3.

hawaiin girl..hahaha..my little hyperactive cousin..yasmin hani. muka sememe.hahah

omg..i miss my cousins so much! i wish i can bully bully you all.

andai ku tahu - ungu

Ungu - Andai Ku Tahu


Andai Ku tahu

kapan tiba ajalkuku

akan memohon

tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku



Andai Ku tahu

kapan tiba massakuku

akan memohon

tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku



(Chorus)

aku takut

akan semua dosa2 ku

aku takut

dosa yang terus membayangiku

mungkin tahu

malaikatMu kan menjemputku

izinkan aku

mengucap kata tobat PadaMu



ampuni aku

dari segala dosa2 ku

ampuni aku

menagis minta tobat PadaMu



aku manusia

yg takut neraka

namun aku juga

tak pantas di surga



Andai Ku tahu

kapan tiba ajalku

izinkan aku

mengucap kata tobat PadaMu

my stressing day at hospital

my lovely second home!

doxo! my greatest enemy! argh! is my damn chemotheraphy. i have to suffer about 72 hours starting from yesterday night. huhu..but time flies!

sotong sambal! argh!

crab crab crab!

hehe..my favourite! siput sedut!

i'm starving right now..i want to eat ' siput sedut masak lemak cili api', ketam masak lemak (crab lor) and sotong kering masak sambal..yummy..mom..please cook for me!

As long as we can swim freely in our dreams, we don’t need the sky anymore

fly! aha..i wish i can fly. huhu...i really want to go to my cousin's wedding this saturday. right now i'm listening to my old japanese songs collection. i'm crazy of them! tomorrow i have to go back to hospital to continue my treatment..so boring!

i wonder why so many people especially children have to suffer with their own disease. i have met a lot of them. i'm luckier than them because my childhood was enjoying..full of laugh although i can't feel it in my teenage life.

dream. lately i always dream i was taking my exam! it have been a long time since i went to school. i wish i can continue my study and reach my dream.

Why do we feel so alone anytime? You don’t have to take on everything.Why do we feel so alone anytime? Just putting up with it isn’t courage. You don’t have to force your smile for anyone else. It’s alright to smile only for yourself. i always remember that.